JaMmIN

2007-10-18T11:00:00.001-07:00

ALIVEEEeee

2007-09-21T10:40:00.000-07:00

IT'S ALIVE !!!! haha.. just a very short revival. Well thats some of the teacher's day band mates there muz ,zul ,I. Awesome show mann! had alot of fun. hope it went as well as i thought it did. haha. Talent time anyone??

Well won't be updatin much these month, EOYS ! woo... all the best you guys !

2007-08-21T05:33:00.001-07:00

O'levels O'levels O'levels :P

a long time

2007-08-12T06:42:00.000-07:00

Heh.. Its been a long time a. well it was cos i was busy busy busy busy busy lazy busy busy busy :P

Well i started this month with a book. The beatitudes a.k.a (the way to happiness), and i have truely learnt alot .

This month I faced questions which I was constantly thinking about, which was “how do I know I have salvation, how do I know that God really chose me?” These questions usually pop out when I fall into sin, and causes me to feel very scared and think am I really a Christian? In the book it said “my sense of security is dependent on my commitment to obey. In disobedience I forfeit assurance” which is really true, every time I sin I feel guilty and ask myself these questions and thus my assurance is gone.

SO it is really important to continue to be diligent and to persevere on !

A happy Christian is one who is obedient to God

A obedient Christian is happy because he/she is assured

SO lets all continue to be obedient to God, and this out of love :)

2007-06-28T08:08:00.001-07:00

but i can't help but feel tired

so tired

2007-06-25T06:10:00.000-07:00

School school school. Hey if u say it a few more times it ain't so bad.
Well its back to school, back to all the mugging. I was thinking what was the reason school will get me so worked up? I guess it's the outcome that im always worried about, I'm not that smart so i'll probly have to study alot harder, and this anxiety and uncertainty will get me all worked up espiacially now that we're only left with a few months to EOY and O'levels. Whoo..all that could be a phobia.

Romans 8:28
28And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him,who have been called according to his purpose.

But God has taught me in that verse that even in the midst of all this uncertainty I am still at an advantage because God knows and understands the situation and has the loving power and will to guarantee that in the end it will all work out for the good. And I can confidently rest my uncertainty in His hands.

Trust and Obey. For theres no other way.

You can stand under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh)
:P wad a weird songg

2007-06-10T09:52:00.000-07:00

Some things will never change ???

2007-06-03T03:05:00.000-07:00

Indeed true joy comes from the Lord! Thank you Lord!

I would really want to thank the Lord for my midyear exam results which were not bad, think my parents trust me more now. Hooray!

This month I have learnt to really trust God with everything, school, friends, relationships….etc…. The target I had for this month was the really find the joy in living a Christian life, and also gladness and happiness. “If anyone in the world should experience gladness, it should be Christians!”
As I look back on my journal I found an entry that said “I do not really put much hope/get my hopes up in a lot of things so that when it does not work out or happen I will not get really disappointed, and in the end there is nothing to look forward to and I still remain disappointed” This was written at the start of the month and I remember I really sat down and prayed to God, asking Him to help me find joy in this life. And He did! In the next entry for my Qt. John 21:4-7 where God provided his disciples with the fish even in the most impossible situation. So God provides! That’s one reason we rejoice.

And in the next Qt which talked about blessings and joy which come from obedience and the difference between these and happiness is that blessings and joy are not circumstantial whereas happiness is. So happiness is a choice. And remembering those little moments of happiness(good), and knowing that heaven is going to be like super don’t know how many times better, I can’t imagine what heaven will be like :) . So that’s the second reason we rejoice.

Also had night cycling this month which got me thinking about some stuff on the way. About some of my close friends who chose to forgo God because their lives did not turn out the way they wanted to and thus they do not find joy. I was a little disheartened by their decision as what could compare to God’s love for us, and how He sent His son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for us. And I questioned God, why would he allow this to happen? And God answered me again :) through one of the Sunday school lessons on Romans 9 and 10 which said that man is responsible for his/her own actions and that man’s choice never affects God’s perfect plan. Maybe these friends of mine are just entering some phase in their life(not to be used as an excuse) that God has put in their life to demonstrate His glory. But I pray for them that they will reconsider their decision and turn back to God.

Joy, everyone is looking for it, and the “joy” this world has to offer is only momentarily, so imagine heaven where God is and where there is eternal joy!

Psalms 23:1-3

1 The Lord is my Shepard: I shall not want. 2 He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters. 3 He restores my soul. He leads me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake
So rejoice! Because God is more than enough :)

Our Journey- James Macdonald
: The abundant, victorious, overcoming Christian life is so far superior to anything that a human being could ever experience, that is really not worthy to be compared to anything

=D

2007-05-24T10:47:00.000-07:00

Quite boring to see an un-updated blog over and over again hor.

THIS IS AN UPDATEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

Okay...finish.
No more.
Bye.

Porter still isn't dead yet *COUGHaiyawastedCOUGH*!
HAHAHHAHAHAA! okay kidding.
urh...yeah he isn't.
We're on the road to superstardom as our band is now in the midst of production.
So people, please be patient and await ten platinum albums from PBJ.
I'm serious.

I WISH MAN!
We're in production phase but whether we ever make it or not...
is a totally diff thing man.

I'm crapping coz it's a lil late.
Ah phooey.
BYEEEEEE! NITE!

The oh-so-fab one updated -.-
Becky =)

2007-04-26T06:21:00.000-07:00

TOPGEAR (a must see).

yeah brits !.

Reminiscing

2007-04-22T04:25:00.000-07:00

Reminiscing

I remember that day,those were good times. but now being sec 4 with a whole lot of work and higher expectations things just get a little ....... please pray for me and for my coming midyears, i've got a huge feeling im going to flunk it.thanks

Thanks for the song leading Romans! When i was listening to the music i reflected on myself, why do I try so hard to please God so much but sometimes don't find the Joy in it. e.g. doing what others don't do but get criticized for it. Firstly where do i find the Joy in? people praising me? Or knowing that God is pleased?

So why do I try so hard?
Well i thought about it and I asked myself, than why would God go through so much? Sending His Son Jesus Christ to die for me, a sinner, unworthy and full of wickedness?

Its Love, John 3:16 For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever belives in Him shall not perish but have eternal life

A friend once told me if you put 2 things on a table (the thing you love the most) and the Love For God which would you choose to give up?
For me it was a hard decision BUT i would definatly want to have the Love for God because ultimately that is what matters in the end and it will be the thing that brings True Joy!

please pray for me that I will continue to have the Love for God and really put my all into it, and that i will not get distracted by anything for these 2 weeks. Thanks You :)

All those with exams: JIA YOU! :)

2007-04-17T06:48:00.000-07:00

2007-04-13T07:36:00.000-07:00

FINALLY !!!!

THANKS ROMANS !!!!

Reflection Letter Feb

2007-02-26T06:11:00.000-08:00

REFLECTION LETTER February

Prayers answered:
December - More time to spend with my brothers. (God answered my prayer almost immediately and it was really WOW, one minute I was sad that we haven’t been going out for a long time and the next we’re all quite free)
January - My prayer for this month is that God will help me adapt to this new system (I have gotten a little used to the pace of studying now, it is not as bad as last time)

THANK GOD 

But there are also a few things I haven’t been making the effort to do. January – “Forgoing my preferences and to think through every single decision I make. Be it big or small.”
And I have not been practicing this. One was I had this dispute with a very close friend, and this wasn’t the first time, and I remember saying that if something like that ever happens again I must always be the first one to reconcile the relationship, but no, I just wanted to pass by it, and I have been doing this in almost every relationship I get into, “if it works out than hey that’s great, but if it doesn’t than maybe its just suppose to end like this”. Because of that, I really didn’t want to get too close to anyone, because it was either I let the person down or the person let me down, I mean who likes to feel hurt? And so I just lived like that for like the past 2 months, not expecting anything from anyone and myself, I remember last year during cell group romans said that you should not dwell in your sorrow, and that there are cases where you dwell so much in your sorrow that you actually enjoy it. Yeah, it sounds crazy but it can happen.

But guess what, God still gave me another chance, that close friend of mine came to reconcile the relationship again and taught me that a relationship needs to be built, it doesn’t just happen like that, it takes mutual understanding from both sides, I guess back than I didn’t really want to put in the effort to reconcile but I would really like to say thank you and thank God for giving me a second chance.

My prayer would be that I will not fall back into the state I was in and that I would really watch what I say what I do even my facial expressions, sounds hard but in Matthew 19:26 “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible”. And I will continue to really have the desire to want to please God in everything be it school, family, friends or church. And to continue to depend on God until I can truly say “The Joy of the Lord is my strength” Nehemiah8:10

HELLO.

2007-02-09T17:27:00.000-08:00

THE PERSON WHO ROCKS HAS COME TO UPDATE!

Eh...ya.

Heh heh! HELLO!

If your stomach is feeling warm and fuzzy inside it's probably coz...

BECKY'S ~~FOGGING~~ BLOGGING!

If, after you read that, you smiled to yourself...

STOP IT.

People might think you're mad you know.

Later your mommy see then send you to ~~horsepital~~ hospital how?! =P

I'm updating coz everytime i come here there are like NO updates.

And i guess i'm not the only one that's bored of the update-less blog that is this.

SO HERE!

AN UPDATE!

OH YAY!

OH JOY!

OH ~~SALIVATE~~...sorry.

I meant.

OH CELEBRATE!

Ooooooohh breakfast is here.

UPDATE DEH!

okayBYE! =D

Becky =)

I shall

2007-02-01T03:34:00.000-08:00

I SHALL UPDATE !!!!! soon :P

just wait la... teeheehee

Reflection Letter DEC

2007-01-02T04:41:00.000-08:00

This month has been alright. We had a mission trip to Thailand, an end of year event “The Christmas Switch” and the end of year SNP retreat.

The Thailand Mission Trip

This trip has helped me to learn a lot about myself and how I sometimes let my pride get the better of me. And because of this, many complications arose but I am thankful that God helped me get through it. Pray that I will continue to stay humble.

The Christmas Switch

I really thank God for the weather that day. It was truly by His grace that the event went on quite smoothly. Thank God for the “Feng Shan boys” that came and made a decision that they want to know more about God. : )

The SNP retreat

I have really enjoyed this retreat. Firstly because I get to study God’s word and that I have got to know some of the members a little better.
We were studying the book 1 John and what we learnt was the true meaning of fellowship. That fellowship can only happen when this group of people who come together to study God’s word have the same goal in mind and heart which is to truly want to know more about God. About “human deception” and how easy it is for us to deceive ourselves that we are right when we are actually wrong. And one way to avoid this is constant reflection and to acknowledge that you are a sinner and need to change- selfless. And all this can only be done with God’s help.
I think as I am going to be older next year, I am kind of expected to display a higher standard of maturity. What I have learnt from one of the talks I had with Romans is to totally be in alert, to watch what I say and what I do. Basically really think through every single decision I make. Be it big or small.
I really thank God for SNP and for the fellowship that He has given us : )
I have also learnt more on humility. I was a little troubled about the extent of being humble is there a “line”? but what God has taught me through Peng Siang was that humility is till death. And Jesus Christ was and is the perfect example. How He went through the humiliation, died on the cross for our sins.

What is bothering me this month is really next year. I don’t know, I just feel that I cannot handle another year. School to me is really…… adding on to that is my family, my friends and myself. I know I cannot enter the next year with this kind of attitude because it will only kill me but it is really hard. I talked to someone about this and he said about school and all that, they are just obstacles that God placed to help mould me to be a better person for Him and to test my faithfulness to Him. I am really not sure what to expect next year, but it is probably full of
Things that I will not like but it ultimately comes down to James1:2-4.Consider it pure joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trails knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. And let endurance have its perfect result, so that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.

So my prayer for next year is that I will continue to grow in the Lord and His word, and that I will really find joy in serving Him in any given situation.

Philippians 1:21
For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain

Thailand

2006-12-30T06:11:00.000-08:00

This trip was a little rushed and when we got there we were still in the midst of planning, but praise God that everything still went along nicely. The first 3 days were used for traveling, planning and preparing our hearts. Peng siang our team leader was constantly reminding us that we were not there on a holiday trip but there to serve God.
And the rest of the 10 days was used to teach the children English, share the Gospel to them through our testimonies and a skit showing what Jesus did on the cross for us.
The difficulties I faced were when we had to split up, initially we had 12 people but we split into groups of 6 going to 2 different schools. It was then where we had to teach alone, it was really hard at first because of the language barrier and some of the kid’s short attention span, but it all worked out eventually J
On the last 2 days we the team came back together and went to teach a muslim school, at there we weren’t allowed to share the gospel. When I heard that I thought than why are we even going there in the first place if we can’t share with them, but at the end of the day we were allowed to sing them a song about Jesus who is a friend that we can count on and also at the end of the day they acknowledged us as Christians and hopefully from there on God’s work can carry out in them.
Some of the difficulties I faced also were when Timothy Toh and I were doing the skit, some of the kids were just laughing away, and that was a little discouraging at first but maybe it’s just not their time. When we evaluated on that we realized that they were reacting the same way the “spectators” were acting when Jesus was being crucified, I was once like that so I am not to judge. So let’s pray for them, that they have went home and thought about it and pray that their hearts might be open to accept Him.
In this trip I have learnt a lot about myself and how I react to things, like when I try doing things my way and it doesn’t work out I will just give up. E.g. I had a quarrel with one of the leaders and I tried to work it out my way but it didn’t work, my way was to talk normally with the person and hope that the issue would just go away. But by God’s grace He gave me the easy way out when Peng Siang wanted to address the issue. The “worst” thing was a few nights before that I was sharing on humility and subjecting to elders
1 Peter 5:5, so it was like God telling it straight to my face, that I was not practicing what I shared about. So it was really a humbling experience.
I have really enjoyed this trip as we had more opportunities to share the gospel and of course the food too! : )

Pray that the next Mission Trip will be even better ! :P

2006-12-16T05:17:00.000-08:00

I'M TAKING OVER.

The blog has become a little boring coz there aren't any updates.
SO!
Here I am, trying to revive it...........Again.
LIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Heehee.
I think i shall update ama's blog now.
BUT FIRST!
Okay nevermind...I feel too dead to write funny stuff.
Har. Har.

SEE YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Becky =)

hello!

2006-11-14T06:30:00.000-08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.
I'm becky and i'm backy.
HAHAHA!
Okay that was lame but whatever...I bet you laughed or gave yourself the -.- look!

Come onnnn i know you did.
Well!
Porter is attempting to create his own skin now.
Maybe the picture of a bunny...I dunno yet.
And once he finished the skin i'll put the cool song on this blog.

DEH! I SAW YOU DANCE TODAYYYY.
CHEY! STYLO EH!
Got FLOW one okayyy.
Oh geez you better thank me, i made you sound nice this time round.

OKAY! I shall not blabber anymore rubbish for the time being.
I SHALL BE OFF THEN!
Becky =)

October

2006-11-04T07:12:00.000-08:00

REFLECTION LETTER October 2006

Month of October- Used to study for exams and wait anxiously for my results. And I want to really thank God for helping me to get to the next year. “You reap what you sow”J

I have noticed a change in myself which is really not that good. It’s like it’s a start of a new life when the holidays come, I know…… It sounds a little off but for the past week I totally wasted it all away. I could not remember what I did last week and yeah, and so wasted it.
Galatians 5:13
For you were called to freedom, brethren; only do not turn your freedom into an opportunity for the flesh, but through love serve one another.
Jude 1:4
For certain persons have crept in unnoticed, those who were long beforehand marked out for this condemnation, ungodly persons who turn the grace of our God into licentiousness and deny our only Master and Lord, Jesus Christ.
Its talking about God’s grace, Its already by God’s grace that I am still alive and well, but I still chose to waste it all away.
Remedy – Always be aware of God in my life
e.g Set goals for the week and write it down in a journal

I remember what I said on the last reflection letter which had to do with the emoness. Well I talked about it with Peng and God spoke to me through him. I was like I didn’t see any I would say good in carrying on living because of the state of man, how sinful we are. But I knew my purpose and it was simply to Trust and Obey God, but still isn’t it so selfish of me to even have this thought, not to share the Gospel to my friends and my loved ones, and just wanting to call it quits after what Christ had done on the cross for me? I thought this feeling would keep coming back no matter what but one night I prayed that God would help me get this “thing” of my back. And amazingly the next morning I felt totally better, I don’t really know how to say this but yeah. And the feeling has not come back ever since. PRAISE GOD!
Prayer – That I will use every opportunity that God has gives me to Share about Him.

The next has to do with salvation. For the past few years I have been a judgmental, like lets say this guy has done a lot of bad stuff, his attitude totally off, I would deem him as “unworthy of salvation” BUT who am I to decide! All of us were still sinners
Galatians 5:19-21
19 Now the deeds of the flesh are evident, which are: immorality, impurity, sensuality, 20 idolatry, sorcery, enmities, (strife, jealousy, outbursts of anger, disputes, dissensions, factions, 21 envying, drunkenness, carousing, and things like these, of which I forewarn you, just as I have forewarned you, that those who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of God.
But God still chose to save us, so who am I to decide, who am I to judge.

Galatians 5:1

Walk by the Spirit
It was for freedom that Christ set us free; therefore keep standing firm and do not be subject again to a yoke of slavery.

2006-11-04T07:10:00.000-08:00

HEY !? . . . . Thank you becky for helping me keep them entertained for awhile :P

But guys you can ignore that post and scoll to the top : )

2006-11-02T05:50:00.000-08:00

HELLO! I'M HERE TO REVIVE THE DEAD BLOG!
This is becky speaking.
No...seriously.
It is.

Since porter isn't gonna update for some time i shall be the NICE-i-did-not-change-your-password-brudder-don't-worry person to update it.

HERE'S AN UPDATE ON PORTER.
He isn't dead thanks for asking.
He WILL update on his own..................................eventually.

I'm quite bored actually.
That's why i'm bothering to help him update...he told me "you can try deh you can try"...SO HERE I AM.
HAHAHA! I feel so cool!
Or bored...Whichever makes you people happy.

OKAY! I SHALL FLYYYYYY NOWWWWW.
Becky =)

P.S: i tried deh...and this is what happened. GHOST WHISPERERRRR.

you think ?

2006-10-19T09:00:00.000-07:00

THIS post is specially dedicated to AMANDA YEE KAILING. a.k.a one on right

Nope ! shes not dead or anything . haha Its Her BIRTHDAY ! which kinda means shes OLDER....which sorta makes her OLD. so guys . . . yeah. :P

anw . . HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMA !!!! juz a few years away from NS !? ain't u glad ?????

Reflection letter

2006-10-12T00:02:00.000-07:00

REFLECTION LETTER September 2006

I really cannot say a lot for this month as it has been like a intermission month used to study for the exams. But I would really like to thank God for giving me the perseverance to study and for blessing me with SNP to teach me.

This month in Sunday school we continued on Leviticus and how the degeneration of the flesh is caused by men’s sinfulness. I started thinking what would happen if one day I get into an accident or a disease, will I be more faithful and trusting in the Lord or will I just fall? I guess it really depends on my relationship I have with Him now, which I have to greatly improve on because I don’t know what to expect tomorrow.

My situation now -
Laziness that causes me to be irresponsible at times E.g. late reflection letter
Quite Loose tongue James 3: 9 - 12
Authority E.g. I have to stop watching shows that are not my age rated
And many more

What I am going to do about it –
Set alarm for reflection letter so I can do it on time
All I can do is try not to - “ If you ain’t got nothing nice to say, don’t say anything at all
Just stop – don’t get media influenced
And all these by God’s help

I have also had some really gloomy thoughts this month, like death and stuff. I found life very sad, that like it was just LIKE THAT, nothing more nothing less, and that made me very displeased and angry. Sometimes I was like “Lord why don’t you just take my life?” Jonah 4: 3-4 “Therefore now, O LORD, please take my life from me, for death is better to me than life.” The Lord said, “Do you have a good reason to be angry?”

As I look back now, I feel glad that the Lord had pulled me out of that “emoness” as it is true, I do not have any right to be angry, I was basically not content and unappreciative of what God has blessed me with, SNP, Family, Friends, Health and His Son Jesus Christ so that I can have a relationship with Him. I also don’t think I am ready to face Him yet, so Thank God he didn’t answer that. Haha.

Statement for this month –
Accountability to God not man

ICE ICE BABY !!!

2006-09-19T03:51:00.000-07:00

NOTICE: may not be updating for awhile
(yes feel free to grief) :P

Living with Christ is like an ice-cream,
and like the ice-cream without the coolness
it will melt, The same applies to our realationship
With God, if we do not have a close relationship with
Him we WILL start to melt.

And each time we go to the Lord, and learn His word
(and applying it) itz like adding toppings on top so
that we may be more pleasing in the eyes of the Lord.

Ice Ice Baby !!!

Hands

2006-09-10T06:10:00.000-07:00

Give God your hands/life
&
He will do wonders with them/it

REFLECTION LETTER FOR AUGST

2006-09-10T05:54:00.000-07:00

REFLECTION LETTER for August

I’ve walked alone for a long time
Only looking down on the roads.
One day He has shown me at a corner of my ways.
He pointed the way for me whom had no idea of the right path to go
And He led me to the way holding my hand

The way was however very long
It was very tiring and my feet hurt
I looked upon Him and asked Him to carry me
But He just walked without saying a word
Holding my hand
I saw many beautiful things beside my road
Though he shook His head
I tried more and more to become free of His Hand

This month has been my worst month; I did not do Qt, I did not pray and talk to God everyday and I didn’t reflect on myself a whole lot too. I basically lived this whole month on my own strength and depended on myself.

Escaping from Him
I saw Him getting further behind me
But the day began to darken
And those that made me pleasant stopped
My feet were so weakened
It was very hard to walk alone

Slowly I began to drift away from God and became what I never wanted to be, a hypocrite, a double minded man. Telling people that they should be doing this and putting God as their first priority when I myself wasn’t doing that. What was worst was that I knew this was happening to me but I still allowed it to happen. But after a talk with one of my friends, I realized that the person was going trough the same thing as me.

I looked up
His hands were reaching to me
Just as the first time
I’m walking the old way once again

And by the grace of God, we knew we had to pick ourselves up and we did, and now I am back in His hands. Never will I leave Him again.

There would be many hills
There might be many things
That can turn my eyes unto
But I will not take his hands away anymore
Because I know my hands are bound with him tightly
Who is walking with me

Sometimes God just keeps silent when we call out to Him, this is because he is disciplining us and molding us to what he wants us to be. Set Apart for Him.

à http://www.donghaeng.net/english/main.htm Click "Kiro" at the top

The Love of the Lord doesn’t only come from experienced, it was shown very clearly when Jesus died on the cross for our sins.

Set Apart

2006-08-27T03:51:00.000-07:00

CAMP WAS GREAT !!!! got to know more about my frens and saw lots of them freak out (afraid of heights ) it was supaa funny !!

Yesterday during cell group we learnt about media influences e.g " the show friends which has a few swears/wrong stuff and some music which have very suggestive words inside " you know that it is everywhere and sometimes think that yeah i can watch / hear it becos it doesn't affect me as a christian.
But imagine this, what if God was sittin next to you while you are watching, do you think He will be pleased ?
so yeah, if God is and must be our first piority , i am sure we can give up these shows /music for Him.

Cause as Christians We are called to be set apart

Leviticus 11:45

For I am the Lord who brought you out of egypt to be your God
; thus you shall be holy , for I am holy.

CaMpiN

2006-08-15T04:33:00.000-07:00

BYE dudes!!!! heading for a 3 day camp starting tmr ..... in case of emergency jump up and down 3 times pull your nose, ou ur tongue, play "si tou zian tou bu" with urself , do 30 pushups and 10 sets of star jumps , do 2 hrs of random stuff , take a nap - do all these 3 times

By the time ur done, i will be back liao . . .juz in time eh :P

NEWS!!!!

2006-08-14T02:07:00.000-07:00

LOL !!!! news today - India is banning soft drinks !!!!!

FiReWorkZ

2006-08-12T00:32:00.000-07:00

TodaY was Da Bomb MAnnn!!!!!!

Went out with my budz to see fire works at esplanade there, THE FIRE WORKS WERE GREAT !!!!! considering i missed the one on national day.

Oh Yeah !!!! we were sitting down and saw these 2 couples kissing/frenching each other for like forever ...BUT guess wad . . THEY WERE BOTH GALS !!!!!!! SICK DUDE !!!!! YUCK !!!!
EEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeee. . . ..

Botak

2006-08-09T21:36:00.000-07:00

BoTakness the path to hUmbleNess ??? somewhere there la . . .i guess :P

2006-07-31T06:05:00.000-07:00

REFLECTION LETTER July2006

I want to thank God for being so gracious to me in showing me the mistakes that I have made this month. He has shown me the 3 areas of my life that I have to work very hard on.

First: Service

I sometimes bring all the anger, troubles, anything that is bothersome (e.g. exams, quarrels with people) which I have gathered throughout the weekdays into service. And thus I really cannot concentrate and focus on God.
But I have learnt that what I am actually doing is going in self-centeredness and saying “this is my problem, my issue, I have to handle this first, You can wait”
So what I must do is to just get my focus back onto God, which is to focus on my purpose (to learn God’s word) and not on my problem.

Second: Evangelism

I have realized that I have been avoiding evangelism for quite some time.
It hit me big when I went to the romans trial and they had given all of us there this form, written on it was “how many friends have you shared the gospel with this month?”
I know that I have not been doing that apart from street E because I have to be accountable to the leaders. BUT that should not be my attitude, because in the long run, when there is no one checking up on me, will I still be sharing the gospel???
AND there is no excuse for me not to tell others about Christ because it is what God has called us to do

Matthew 28:18-20
18And Jesus came up and spoke to them, saying, "All authority has been given to Me in heaven and on earth.
19"Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit,
20 teaching them to observe all that I commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age."

Third: My Heart - Matt7:24-27

I find myself finding myself OK, in the sense that I think my walk with God is “quite good” and I have also had the mentality that man is sinful and thus it’s “normal” to fall back into sin sometimes. But what I did was to deceive myself that at least I tried…at least, like the foolish builder who built his house on sand, and like him in the long run when trials and temptations come (wind, rain, flood) I will fall.
So what I have learnt is to be like the wise builder who built his house on a firm foundation, even though it is harder to build, but it is also lasting.
I have also learnt that every time we persevere through a trial, it is like adding a few more stones to the house to make it stronger so we are ready for the next one.

And all this we do because we Love Him.

Matthew7:24-27

24"Therefore everyone who hears these words of Mine and acts on them, may be compared to a wise man who built his house on the rock.
25"And the rain fell, and the floods came, and the winds blew and slammed against that house; and yet it did not fall, for it had been founded on the rock.
26"Everyone who hears these words of Mine and does not act on them, will be like a foolish man who built his house on the sand.
27"The rain fell, and the floods came, and the winds blew and slammed against that house; and it fell--and great was its fall."

So am I willing to go the extra mile for God?

called in sick

2006-07-27T20:22:00.000-07:00

I am here to prove that guys do HAVE a passion for writing.....sometimes . haha

OK ... i have officially had my very own 3 day holiday, YEAH !!! nah its becos i was sick.

It was only on thursday night that it became worst, my troat was at its ultimate peak cos it really really hurt alot everytime i swallowed. So i had to eat this strepsil thing before i could go back and sleep,which was gonna take some time.

So i decided to just sit down and talk to God for that period of time, i told Him all my troubles and stuff and after that AMAZINGLY i felt great, I felt this real relief.

Soo resting is not a waste of time and true rest be it physical or spiritual is found in the Lord.

Matt 11:28
Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.

Psalms 23
The Lord is my sheperd, I shall not want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures;
He leads me beside quiet waters.
He restores my soul;
He guides me in the paths of righteousness
For His name's sake.
Even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I fear no evil, for You are with me;
Your rod and Your staf, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;
You have anointed my head with oil;
My cup overflows
Surely goodness and loving kindness will follow me all the days of my life,
And i will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

2006-07-14T10:43:00.000-07:00

WHOANESS !!!! can you belive this is in SINGAPORE !!!!

itz lika nokia ad mann !!!!

2006-07-14T10:41:00.000-07:00

The Ultimate Sunset ...
haha Like Lion King like that right ????

2006-07-14T10:37:00.000-07:00

Look at that ultimate track man !!!!

no la . . .its actually made from bits and pieces of

Broken glass, marble and bricks!!!!

2006-07-14T10:33:00.000-07:00

Whoa again !!! see that lump of dirt on the brakes ???

wa liao !!! cool man !!! the mud there was like quicksand !

except . . ermmm . . not so quick. haha.

Afta that the brakes did'nt work proply , it kept making this

sound "kuri kurue kuri"

FUN MAN !!!!

2006-07-14T10:30:00.000-07:00

WhoA !!! look at the muddyness !!!! Actually it was much worst.

But Yeah still quite badd

EAST COAST !!!!

2006-07-14T10:14:00.000-07:00

WHOO HOOO !!!! went cyclin yesterday and today, it was G.R.E.A.T , i also got to really see how awesome God is by what He has created, it also changed my point of view that singapore is real boring which it is'nt now.

Thanks to andreas who brought me to some cool path that led to some cool constuction site that is next to the new golf course that they are building. Except that today was cooler cause it rained in the morning and yeah, it was REAL MUDDY !!! so were we.

After that we cycled back to east coast and had some GREAT ROTI JOHN and than to the cool spot at the beach . YOU CAN ACTUALLY SEE STARS HERE !!!!......

Really like to thank God that he has really blessed me alot with you guys and singapore.

haha becky this is what you missed

HAHA

2006-07-10T02:06:00.000-07:00

Today was not such a good day to begin with, YYYYYYYYY FRANCE !!!!! noooo, but their still pro la.

And surprisingly I paid like full attention to the teacherz today, there was like a lot of new teacherz and one not so bad loooking one ..ahem .

HAHA . . . my grandma gave me dinner at 4.30pm ..... thatz like supaaa early . .. and she still insisted that it was already late . haha .

BRAZIL FOREVA !!! and a lil in France

2006-07-09T05:37:00.000-07:00

Today i learned the definition of foolishness which is to give in to the crowd , which is quite true as we are already chosen to be set apart from the world and already KNOW what we must do , so is'nt it foolishness to give in to the crowd ?

Today was kinda cool , cos the radio had all the cool songs when becky left the youthroom HAHA. like dincing in da moonlight REMIX it was kinda cool.

aiya ..... monday bluez comin up ...............................................

whatta day

2006-07-04T03:55:00.000-07:00

Not such a badd day , got SIMPSONS whooo hooo

2006-07-03T23:46:00.000-07:00

"See wad
see !?"

quoted from
jeremiah
a.k.a
the dude in da
middle

TODAY

2006-07-02T10:27:00.000-07:00

Today..... learnz lotz of stuff in leviticus e.g. do we see the seriousness of sin and do we respond to it with a sincere heart ??? Do we take God's grace for granted when we are ignorant ? ....yeah quite a few Qz to think about.

After Church we went to changi airport to eat some not-so-bad chicken and weird tastin cajun fries . Than i went out wif my folks to this cool restaurant, had some sweet & sour pork , some chilli crab , deep fried sotong , hotplate tofu and seasme chicken . WHOO HOOO . i can almost taste it.

Than in the night went to East Coast wif dre, romanz and the monsterz . we played some weird seaweed game than they went back.

BUT THE BEST PART of the day was when me and dre went into some freaky toilet where moth and rust destroy, he was gonna pee on a cockroach when the toilet SUDD flushed and we screamed like gal scoutz and ran outta there. wad a cool freaky toilet, haha.

WHOO HOO...tmr swimin again

and im 15 !!!!!

YeStErday

2006-07-02T10:18:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a really great day, had swimin and than a cozy lil party for all the july babies (HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!) and the swimin pool was supaa COOL!!! it was like a giant jacuzzi thing !!! but the second time we went in .... got caught by the guard (not in proper attire) ..... wa liao .... than had to wear those super super tight spandex !!! branded arena, it felt like a fully clothed g-sting ..... so yeah onli swam for awhile ........

Gotta really pimpin white billabong wallet .no.1 ( THANKZ GUYZ)
A cool puzzle framing thing (THANKS JEANNA)
and 60 buckz .no.2 (THKZ GUYZ)
a cool nose thing a.k.a "mr snozy" (THANKZ ROMANS)

2006-06-30T08:42:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah .... today was'nt bad as well . . . .got my mathz test paper ... WAH LIAO ... 19/20 juz one mark away from getting a choc from the teacher . . .sighhhhh . . but than again i got a timeout from my fren and it tasted GooOooDdDdd.....

OH YEAH ... during morning assembly there was this teacher who we could not tell was a gal or a guy ... he looka lika man (miss swan) but sounda lika woman .... so haha .. . .early morning must think so much liao ..haha .

Than later went skate for awhile , and fould out i lost my skillz .... BUT THANK GOD !!!! I GOT THEM BACK .....WHOO HOOO...

today was not a bad day afta all besidez waking up for schl

RL 2006

2006-06-30T08:33:00.000-07:00

REFLECTION LETTER June 2006

Oh man, holidays are over!!!!

The major things that happen this month were LCS retreat, which was really fun. Frankly I was quite shocked when I saw the timetable because almost ¾ of the day was spent on sessions or sermons, because I thought it was going to be fun 24/7 and just a little bit of worship. So I went there with that mentality, but God being gracious thought me in Ezekiel 17:22-24 that true worship happens everyday, so it is not only in the retreat or Sunday that we come to become more “spiritual”, but it must be continuous.

I also learnt about significance and security in Luke 19:1-10 which is about this short man named Zaccheus, he was a tax collector who put his significance in his riches and his security in his status who then later dropped everything and placed his significance and security in following Christ.
I had a dream some nights ago that one important person in my life died (I won’t say who) so I was just really lost and didn’t know what to do next. So it’s really important to place your significance and security in God because I placed it in my friends and SnP which won’t stay long cause we are all limited. So be sure where you put your significance and security in, because if it’s gone, what is going to happen?

I also recently talked to one of my friends whose girlfriend broke up with him and he is now really lost, but he said something which really made me think. “He didn’t dare to face his girlfriend because he is now the total opposite of what she wants”. I thought about my relationship with God, in my current state would I dare face God? I don’t want to be what God doesn’t want me to be but I still can’t give up some things for Him, is it because I don’t treasure my relationship with Him? I hope not.

So my resolution for next month would be to place my significance in following God and my security in where He will take me. My greatest challenge yet is to really drop everything depend on Him e.g. I include God in most aspects of my life except when at home (which I must work on), which is the continuous of God’s presence in my life.

Ezekiel 17:24

All the trees of the field will know that i the Lord bring down the tall tree and make the low tree grow tall. I dry up the green tree and make the dry tree flourish.

Do I have the willingness to flourish? – allow God to work in my life (everything)

TODAY

2006-06-27T06:29:00.000-07:00

Today was a lil better, we had some sex-ed thing, can u bilive it ???? Sec 3 and still got that ..... but it was kinda funny, the topic was Public Display of Affection. a.k.a PDA. And were goin through these slide than outta nowhere got this pic of 2 gals hugging each other. LOL u shld have seen the look on the teacherz face man ...killer....haha.

Than later went to funan to eat. take note a the chicken rice there not bad k, very tender, soup also nice.

Than there was the weird store selling non-fatigue pens that can write on anything as they claimed and take 3-6 sec to dry (thatz a lil long dun u think ?) and there was something abt UV rays ... but wadeva.....$1.50 le
Haha .... not bad la today. Looking forward to tmr ..SWIMMING!!!! WHOO HOOO!!!!!

and yeah i need $200.
feel free to contribute
credit cardz and checks accepted
Have a nice day :)

FACTZ

2006-06-27T04:20:00.000-07:00

This really took quite long to do

**7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME**
1.) A lil scared of the dark, but yeah itz cool now
2.) Im RocKin!!!
3.) I GOt EleVen TOES !!!! no la ..kiddin
4.) I hate cockroachz, especially the flyin 1z
5.) BRAZIL ALL THE WAY !!!
6.) i CAN COOK quite well
7.) Kinda lazy at timez ...but gettin better

**7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME**
1.) CockroaH!!! a.k.a kazhau
2.) Sin
3.) a lil of heightz .. BUT I LUV ROLLER COSTERZ
4.) small spaces
5.) the Dark ?
6.) weird nostalgic ppl ... haha (cough)
7.) PONTIANAK !!!! scary mannn...

**7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT**
1.) Move along by All American Rejects
2) Mas Que Nada by B.E.P feat Sergio Mendez
3.) Here without you by 3 doorz down
4.) Everything to me by avalon
5.) FALL OUT BOY !!
6.) PANIC AT THE DISCO !!!
7.) AERO SMITH !!! OLD SCHL !!!

**7 THINGS I LIKE THE MOST**
1.) Jesus Christ!
2.) OLD SCHL ROCK!!!!!
3.) My family in Christ.
4.) ShoPpING !!!
5.) Nature a.k.a the wild
6.) SKATIn.........BMX (wanna learn)
7.) the show WILD BOYZ !!!!

**7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST**
1.) "Huhh?"
2.) "Bagus"
3.) "Ermm..."
4.) "Waliao !"
5.) "YO!"
6.) "Bye"
7.) "Aiya"

**7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS**
1.) E
2.) V
3.) E
4.) R
5.) Y
6.) ONE
7.) .

ULTIMATE NOOB DAY

2006-06-26T01:02:00.000-07:00

First day of school was kinda boring, teacherz didn't want to teach and students didn't want to learn. Haha, so ultimately kinda nothing was accomplished today.wait, i got kena 50 pumpin for not goin np camp,ok la not that bad. Juz waitin . . . . 2 MORE YEARS!!!! . AHA my birthday'z comin soon , so surprise me a guyz!

LCS RETREAT 2006

2006-06-24T01:15:00.000-07:00

LCS RETREAT 2006
-WE WON!!! no la 2nd place only
-But it was fun
-Oh yeah look at ranald'z eyes
Super freaky
a.k.a guy in pink

TODAY

2006-06-22T07:24:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!!! Itz finally done. Wow today was'nt all bad besidez ppl falling sick and stuff. Today was kinda like any other day, except usaully when after a day of the same thing u will feel like nth is accomplished. But think about it, ar'nt u like fortunate to have frenz with you? a church to go to ?
So yeah I am really thankful to God for blessing me with all you guyz.

PRAISE GOD !!!!

Thkz u ppl who helped me
With this Blog.

2006-06-21T22:16:00.000-07:00

HA! FINALLY DID IT!!!!! WHOOHOOO