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Thursday, October 19, 2006

THIS post is specially dedicated to AMANDA YEE KAILING. a.k.a one on right

Nope ! shes not dead or anything . haha Its Her BIRTHDAY ! which kinda means shes OLDER....which sorta makes her OLD. so guys . . . yeah. :P

anw . . HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMA !!!! juz a few years away from NS !? ain't u glad ?????

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Thursday, October 12, 2006

REFLECTION LETTER September 2006

I really cannot say a lot for this month as it has been like a intermission month used to study for the exams. But I would really like to thank God for giving me the perseverance to study and for blessing me with SNP to teach me.

This month in Sunday school we continued on Leviticus and how the degeneration of the flesh is caused by men’s sinfulness. I started thinking what would happen if one day I get into an accident or a disease, will I be more faithful and trusting in the Lord or will I just fall? I guess it really depends on my relationship I have with Him now, which I have to greatly improve on because I don’t know what to expect tomorrow.

My situation now -
Laziness that causes me to be irresponsible at times E.g. late reflection letter
Quite Loose tongue James 3: 9 - 12
Authority E.g. I have to stop watching shows that are not my age rated
And many more

What I am going to do about it –
Set alarm for reflection letter so I can do it on time
All I can do is try not to - “ If you ain’t got nothing nice to say, don’t say anything at all
Just stop – don’t get media influenced
And all these by God’s help

I have also had some really gloomy thoughts this month, like death and stuff. I found life very sad, that like it was just LIKE THAT, nothing more nothing less, and that made me very displeased and angry. Sometimes I was like “Lord why don’t you just take my life?” Jonah 4: 3-4 “Therefore now, O LORD, please take my life from me, for death is better to me than life.” The Lord said, “Do you have a good reason to be angry?”

As I look back now, I feel glad that the Lord had pulled me out of that “emoness” as it is true, I do not have any right to be angry, I was basically not content and unappreciative of what God has blessed me with, SNP, Family, Friends, Health and His Son Jesus Christ so that I can have a relationship with Him. I also don’t think I am ready to face Him yet, so Thank God he didn’t answer that. Haha.

Statement for this month –
Accountability to God not man

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