REFLECTION LETTER February

Prayers answered:
December - More time to spend with my brothers. (God answered my prayer almost immediately and it was really WOW, one minute I was sad that we haven’t been going out for a long time and the next we’re all quite free)
January - My prayer for this month is that God will help me adapt to this new system (I have gotten a little used to the pace of studying now, it is not as bad as last time)

THANK GOD 

But there are also a few things I haven’t been making the effort to do. January – “Forgoing my preferences and to think through every single decision I make. Be it big or small.”
And I have not been practicing this. One was I had this dispute with a very close friend, and this wasn’t the first time, and I remember saying that if something like that ever happens again I must always be the first one to reconcile the relationship, but no, I just wanted to pass by it, and I have been doing this in almost every relationship I get into, “if it works out than hey that’s great, but if it doesn’t than maybe its just suppose to end like this”. Because of that, I really didn’t want to get too close to anyone, because it was either I let the person down or the person let me down, I mean who likes to feel hurt? And so I just lived like that for like the past 2 months, not expecting anything from anyone and myself, I remember last year during cell group romans said that you should not dwell in your sorrow, and that there are cases where you dwell so much in your sorrow that you actually enjoy it. Yeah, it sounds crazy but it can happen.

But guess what, God still gave me another chance, that close friend of mine came to reconcile the relationship again and taught me that a relationship needs to be built, it doesn’t just happen like that, it takes mutual understanding from both sides, I guess back than I didn’t really want to put in the effort to reconcile but I would really like to say thank you and thank God for giving me a second chance.

My prayer would be that I will not fall back into the state I was in and that I would really watch what I say what I do even my facial expressions, sounds hard but in Matthew 19:26 “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible”. And I will continue to really have the desire to want to please God in everything be it school, family, friends or church. And to continue to depend on God until I can truly say “The Joy of the Lord is my strength” Nehemiah8:10

I SHALL UPDATE !!!!! soon :P

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porter james edward
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